I am confused :(

im trying to learn how to design a website. i thought it will be not so difficult. Obviously i made a big mistake. i cant understand very well about what your guys said. so i may need a book fist :(

Websites:
http://www.w3schools.com/
http://htmldog.com/

Books:
HTML Demystified
Head First HTML/CSS

You can pick them up at the library.